Broken beyond repair.

 Is there anything broken beyond repair ?. On an initial thought, it does look like there is. A glass vase for example, a relationship gone wrong etc...

What if I say there is nothing which can be termed as broken beyond repair ?. From my own life and experience, have I come to know of this profound truth which we often overlook.

Let's understand. In the hands of Jesus, nothing is irreparable. Take me for example. There were numerous situations and trials in my life which brought me down to nothingness. I lost my self confidence/ self worth, due to prolonged suffering i was brought down to a level where i lost my basic abilities. I thought this was the end, that there was no hope or recovery.

I was in a severe case of depression with no way out of it. Was researching for antidepressants and even seeing medical intervention for a cure. 

I imagined myself as a perfect crystal vase, dropped down and shattered to bits. I cried and poured out myself to Jesus, said I could no longer bear this. And he miraculously and marvelously rescued me from my irreversible state of depression.  Healed me, gave me confidence, which I never thought I will ever have. I got back the clarity of thought. All my broken talents and my senses were revived miraculously. 


If you are going through a tough situation, you might be wondering right now, as to how many peoples lives were destroyed due to depressio  and hopless situations. People have taken their very lives and that some conditions are not mendable let alone surving and recovering from a harrowing situation.

 What was different in my case is JESUS. Nothing in this world can solve your problems. Only he can. Just speak to him and listen to his voice. Why ? Because he loves you even more than you love yourselves and he is more powerful than you can ever imagine.

Do you think a dry bone can ever come back to life ? This is irreparable. But not in the eyes of Jesus

The same Jesus who showers his love on me and you, will comfort you and mend you back to life.

‭‭Ezekiel 37:4-14 NIV‬‬

[4] Then he said to me, “Prophesy to these bones and say to them, ‘Dry bones, hear the word of the Lord! [5] This is what the Sovereign Lord says to these bones: I will make breath enter you, and you will come to life. [6] I will attach tendons to you and make flesh come upon you and cover you with skin; I will put breath in you, and you will come to life. Then you will know that I am the Lord.’ ” [7] So I prophesied as I was commanded. And as I was prophesying, there was a noise, a rattling sound, and the bones came together, bone to bone. [8] I looked, and tendons and flesh appeared on them and skin covered them, but there was no breath in them. [9] Then he said to me, “Prophesy to the breath; prophesy, son of man, and say to it, ‘This is what the Sovereign Lord says: Come, breath, from the four winds and breathe into these slain, that they may live.’ ” [10] So I prophesied as he commanded me, and breath entered them; they came to life and stood up on their feet—a vast army. [11] Then he said to me: “Son of man, these bones are the people of Israel. They say, ‘Our bones are dried up and our hope is gone; we are cut off.’ [12] Therefore prophesy and say to them: ‘This is what the Sovereign Lord says: My people, I am going to open your graves and bring you up from them; I will bring you back to the land of Israel. [13] Then you, my people, will know that I am the Lord, when I open your graves and bring you up from them. [14] I will put my Spirit in you and you will live, and I will settle you in your own land. Then you will know that I the Lord have spoken, and I have done it, declares the Lord.’ ” 


https://ezekiel.bible/ezekiel-37-4


The heart of a Wife, Daughter, Mother.

I am writing this post, for the reader to know the pressure and responsibilities put on the Beautiful and Loving heart of a Wife, Daughter and Mother. something that should not go unnoticed in this world. The words of the woman. As a wife, she loves her husband so much, that she is almost a slave to that love. She will do anything for him, no matter what difficulties she must go through. all along patiently bearing hurt and fear, and uncertainity, but still it is the unconditional love for her husband that she bears all of that patiently. But who is there to really care for her, who is there to understand her?. who is there to share her burden. Oh that life puts its heavy hand on her. She bears all of it, and fights to uphold her husbands name and tries to cater his needs. Her husband cant understand it, since his needs and wants overshadow his mind from thinking for her. And she wouldnt share it with him, as she wouldnt want to dampen his spirits. As a daughter, She is the love of her parents. and they would do anything for her. After marriage, It is the heart of a daughter crying within when seeing her parents hurt because of her unavoidable demands from her for the sake of her husband. She need to hurt/trouble the ones she loves, for the sake of her husband whom she loves. Where and how can it be put in a balance, the love of a daughter and the love of a wife. testing it under such extremities, Imagine the struggle she would go through. Who would understand? Who?. It is a request to husbands, Please dont let your wife suffer like that. Dont ask/demand from her parents, please, cos you wont understand the emotional burden she has to go through. As a Mother, she loves her child very much. She would have high hopes and dreams for her child. And she would want to bring up her childern by herself. What is wrong in a monther, Loving her children, what is wrong in a mother if she wants to bring up her children by herself?. Please dont ever try to separate, Mom from her little child. It is a God given responsibility of a mother to care for her child. And only she can bring up her child in the best manner. It will hurt a mother's heart very much, when circumstances, and situation try to pull her away from her little child. Imagine a woman, going throgh all that mentioned above. Only God is her refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Only he can understand the heart of a Daughter, wife, and Mother.

Gods hand at work

It is too sad to remember those days, the days when every day was tears, and every second was miserable, wished there were no weekends and all were working days . Out of all that God has rescued me now, I still remember the prayer i once did, God please dont take me back to the same misery, i cant handle it any longer. It is better for me not to live than to face the misery. Let me live if you will save me out of it all. And it was a miracle, Jesus Gave me a wonderful most pretty girl baby, and above all rescued me miraculously from the grip of misery and evil.

I always remember my journey like one that the Israelite s had. Even now I believe that God will answer my prayers.

Self Confidence & Faith in God

Suddenly I realised something after a long time. The importance of Self confidence, and faith in God

Following the same strategy

I wonder how people follow the same strategy to spoil others life. For a year, every day, people made my life so miserable, with just one tool. Back again yesterday they do the same way to kill my life.


No words can tell the misery that i face. I have God to fight on my behalf. Waiting on him alone....

Role of a wife

What is the role of a wife?

From my conscience i was everything to my husband, After marriage i always thought for him, lived for him and did everything what he would like. Life was nothing about me. I dont say it is bad, But it is bad when the husband took it all to his advantage.  

What for you ????????

Such a depressing statement, especially when you care for someone, and you get such a reply :(
when i recollect the past,